I was invited to give a
talk to young students with an interest in academic education. There was an
initiative to promote the progressive and constructive thought of academics to
inspire high school students to follow academic life. The scope stated clearly
that academics and scientists were free to speak openly about anything that
displays the philosophical and methodical thought of academia. We were to
reference our talk and provide material, which students can easily access, to
read further on the subject we talked about. We were not obliged to talk about
our research; we were encouraged to demonstrate how academic thought extended
in everyday life. For a moment I felt they wanted us to talk about how a
mathematician shops for groceries. The aim was to promote original thinking and
inspire young pupils to become academic scholars.
I thought “great!” I love
to talk about whatever. I finished my drink and sent an application to the program
organiser. A week later I had a slot at 8 in the afternoon and was requested
for a title and a short, one hundred words or less, abstract.
I titled the talk
"Talking about Kitsch"
Wikipedia was the first
reference: Kitsch (/ˈkɪtʃ/; loanword from German) is an inferior, tasteless copy of an extant style of art or a
worthless imitation of art of recognized value.
Of course I had a different
thing in mind, something Kundera mentioned in the Unbearable Lightness of Being
about the original meaning of Kitsch. That was my second reference.
In reality I wanted to talk
about excrement and its literary value. I wanted to talk about the many
references in literature on humans emptying their bowels and how it 'levels'
man down to earth. There is a liberating feeling when reading the philosophical
musings of writers on crap. How writers love it when they characters are doing
it because they have to, doing it uncontrollably, how they being embarrassed, how it is hidden, how
sometimes they choose not to see it is there and it is happening. Some writers
love to talk about wiping that hole, using that peristaltic pump to relief
yourself. They use it to show that shit makes us equal. Man becomes one with
every living thing on the planet. There is always the same thing in the mind of
a writer when shit enters text. A person is exposed by their needs. One cannot
control them; they are there whether they chose to show them or prefer not to
talk about them. When it comes to shit we are all hidden in a closet. We become
Kitsch by not talking about it.
How many of us say to colleagues
at work. "I woke up this morning took a shit had a shower and my breakfast
and came to work." We might just say I did my morning toilet thingy or
whatever I went to the loo. Nobody talks about public toilets the way Bukwoski
talked. The public toilet where hundreds, thousands of people empty their intestines.
Nobody thinks of the large underwater canals expanding for many miles carrying
our produce to water treatment plants. Many also ignore that the water we drink
in our cities may have passed through 15 people at least before we drunk it and
it carried our shit with it.
We say I have a gut
feeling. I suffer from an acute case of an expanding gut. I am constipated.
Nobody says. I am so afraid I feel a watery turd leaking to my underpants or I
need to shit immediately or I haven't crapped for days, to strangers. We keep
it for our closed ones. It is not an expression you would use in an interview. It
is taboo, a Kitsch taboo.
Well think that Obama wipes
his ass. Merkel too (I mean her ass and not Obama's). Those who control the
world wipe their own assess. Now surely that makes them somehow similar to us
and every animal who shits all over the place. You will not hear the President
in a speech saying. "Well I was taking a shit today and I thought 'Good
god we have to do something about education' (glunk!)"
Hollywood rarely shows
protagonists taking a crap. They only show people who are about to die on the
crapper. As if it is humiliating to die with your pants down, reading a poop
book/magazine/newspaper. Some of our needs are glorified while others are a
humiliating reminder of our fragile nature.
A sack of shit. A sack of
intestines full of shit.
Shit, however in literature
has great value. It shows how Kitsch we are. We would love to have some
needs wiped out from our everyday life and by doing so we wish to destroy our
true nature and replace it with an inferior, tasteless copy of man, or a
worthless imitation of man that which gains popular value. We lose our
substance, refraining to acknowledge that everybody shits.
I walked in the room with
the presentation title projected on a screen above my head. The students were
tired and yawning, some were texting on their cell phones, others chatted. I
had to act quickly to win the audience, so I said.
“There is small subtitle to
my presentation. Tonight I would like to talk to you about Shit.”
There was laughter. Some
had a disgusted look on them, I bet they thought I was going to show them
slides of turds floating in the toilet.
“That’s right, Shit, the
smelly thing we do.”
Nobody left though, and
nobody spoke a word for half an hour or so. I must have won them over. They had
questions too. I am pretty sure that they left imagining me wiping my ass. Now
that is something to aspire to.
(Christos Tsotsos is the author of "The secret of the elements")
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